Hey sugarsweets,
I’ve just recently been inspired by the amusement park after a long day’s work. it wasn’t until I was a few coasters in that I have this self realization, “why do I enjoy rollercoasters within my relationships?” The ever shifting dynamics of being good, then when things get bad, then go back to good. That continuous cycle of dissatisfaction leads ultimately to toxicity—I know right, it feels so good yet hurts so bad.
I’m currently annoyed and over most relationships I have with others. People are going to do what they choose to do regardless, so why shouldnt I exercise my own power?
I stopped texting first and saw how many dead plants I had been watering
i honestly don’t ask for much of anyone, all I truly want is Love and someone to actually be good to me Without moving off of self interest, pride, and/or lust.
I continue to discipline myself and use my self control which is beyond commendable and impeccable compared to a place I once was some time ago. I feel nobody, at least right now, is worthy of me and how special I am and that’s not even me speaking from a selfish way. I am speaking from a place where I value my self worth to The highest regard I’ve ever had it before.
I’m unbuckling myself from these rollercoasters. Compromising is no Longer my cup of tea. The truth in Knowing your self worth is the best investment you’ll ever make. Love yourself first, or nobody will.
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