After a nights worth of studying and naps, I believe I will do just fine on this exam. I’ve been studying and practicing additional problems since the very first day. I just hope and pray I don’t overthink and overcomicate the dog on thing.
Once again, I digress. I had a moment this morning where things that I pushed aside, cane to my forefront. Things that I dismiss due to “my busyness”. My emotions. How I feel about certain situstions and relationships I have with family and loved ones. I’m not satisfied with the condition things are in and the more time that passes it hurts me. I cope by taking more things on than I should to fill that two way void. I’m not fond of how communication has been either. I need to speak up. I will when I can because I got myself in this cycle of chaos.
Reality really has been sinking in lately and I don’t think I’m as prepared as I thought I was to take on this next step that God has for me. I need to re-evaluate myself and any and everything that’s going on in my life. Truly handling the dirty work and getting rid of a lot of things, holistically.
it’s time to become minimalistic
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